I think Ada feels that her mommy is about to give up a boob and to prevent it from happening she runs 105F (40.6C) fever. No kidding we spent the morning of Mother's day at the ER. She tested negative for strep and flu so they sent us home - lots of fluid, alternating tylenol/ibuprofen to keep the fever from getting too high. Last year she had flu. We all had to use Tamiflu so we would not get it and it had worked. So far Ada is the only one that is sick. I hope noone else gets it. I washed my hands a 100 times today probably- they are bleeding from dryness.
About the surgery.. I am stressed. Last time there wasn't time to think about it, it had to be done and it had to be fast. This one is just to be on the safe side, so I won't have to worry about getting cancer on this side also. The good side of the surgery is that I will be "balanced" now. I will have the option of not wearing bras- especially when I exercise. They will also remove my port, that will be nice (although part of the anxiety is due to the port removal, it seemed like my security blanket while I had it, but it does get in the way, seat belts, purse straps, bra straps all seem to land right on top of it and is not that comfortable.
Anyway I better sleep now. We have to be at the hospital at 9 am. Surgery is scheduled for 10:30am. I probably won't be able to update till later in the evening.
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow..
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